Untilted

Floors smooth with white stones

I lie there..thinking….wondering…

Is it worth it?

My life

Living..this long and not a single thing to show

For righteousness, peace, humbleness

Crying for countless nights…does not enable pain

 Nor suppressing it

Why feel for the unthinkable?

Dream of wanting…

Fairytales

True or not

If princes’ kiss lips of angels

Born into princesses

Crowns scream loud of thoughts left

Unspoken

Going through this

To only reveal it again

Enough with us

Emotion holds me captive

Prisoner in my own soul

Because life ain’t worth living anymore

So I’ll use blood to scare away my fears

I’ll close my eyes

To fly away