Bleeder. March 11, 2009
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An open wound, thats bleeding steadily and violently,
And you’re trying to pretend that you don’t care.
Almost like I’m supposed to believe your front, and do away with reason.
And by the way, you’re a horrible liar, I can see it on your face.
How are we doing this to each other?
Have we forgotten everything?
How is it that someone I used to love, I hate and hates me?
Hate is a strong word, but as delicate as we are, what isn’t?
My blood runs thick at a hint of your presence.
Merely the hope of an offchance that we’ll both grow up.
Maybe I’m wrong for believing we could still be friends.
Mostly, I’m wrong for everything as it is, so what do I have to lose?
Don’t you miss the way we were before the fall?
Deep down, I miss my best friend, and I miss my comfort.
Deep down, I miss all of our good times, that have grinded to a halt.
Deep down, I miss you.
My Place. March 9, 2009
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You have everything.
You have best friends, good friends, all kinds of friends.
You are encompassed by people who love you and care about you.
I am one of those people.
But in the great crowd, I feel that my voice is drowned out.
I can’t seem to find my place in your life.
I’m so lost as to why you took the extremes you took for us to be together.
I really love being together, but what was so necessary about me?
You left what I saw as a perfect life.
You seemed to have it all.
I didn’t have anything to offer you.
You have everything I can provide.
Why?
What makes me good enough for you to leave it all?
Why did you do it?
What was the difference between me and everyone else?
I actually can’t find a reason.
Is it me you are actually interested in?
A real first.
Someone who actually follows their heart. =)
elephant in the room. March 6, 2009
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“Hey, we need to talk…” i’m about to tell you i’ve been cheating on you for six months with your sister
“ok. let’s talk” i know.
“you know i love you, right?” ..or at least the sex…and the food.
“yes.” or at least that’s what you’ve been telling me when you come from HER house.
“well, i think we need to be freinds for awhile.” so i can sleep with you sister guilt free
“ any particular reason?” you’re really a prick, thinking that i don’t know
“so that i can figure my life out” and sleep with your sister guilt free
“no other reason?” you’re such a liar.
“no” i’m such a liar.
a conversation. March 6, 2009
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Please?
hold on. i’m busy.
But i need your help…
can you give me a minute? i just got a new zune.
oh, that’s cool. how do you feel abou-
OHMYSELF! look at this! isn’t this cool?
Ya, that’s one of the new features, but i really need your advice on…
Hey. I said “gimme a minute”. geez.
<silence.>
Well, ok God, i can see you’re busy so i guess i’ll just catch up with you later…..
ok,see ya later! man, solitaire too? these guys think of it all.
inhieritance. March 2, 2009
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Pull back the bricks and the mortar, my children.
hold out your hands for your inheiritance;
oil sludge, mar and muck, innocent life liquid – all i have to offer you,
everything you have given me,
i return to your babies.
so hold out thier small soft hands;
bullets and shrapnel, old sludge and innocent life liquid – all you have to offer them.
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