why you hurt me November 8, 2006
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Do you think you can just walk into my life and take my heart?Playing so many games with it, even from the startEvery time I said, “I love you to,” was nothing but a waste of timeBecause all you did was, just manipulate and control my mindAt one point in your lifeYou said you wanted me to be your wifeThe mother of your kidsLife with me would never endWhy did I believe you?Why did I fall into your trap?I believed every word you said I let you get into my head I gave you everything I hadBut you took it all just to make me madMy love, my trust,My sex, my lust You said I’d never feel hurt being with you, But all you did was hurt me toBut now you don’t even care about meYou told me to grab a hold of your hand As we took this walk and standAnd promised never to leave me againAll the things you’ve done to me, I should’ve broken up with you a long time agoBut me being stupid, I was trying my hardest to go with the flow The whole time we were togetherWas like stormy weatherI already felt like your wifeSometimes wishing for a better lifeHalf the time we lived a lieAnd don’t act like I never triedTry to stop us from lining a lieBut because of youYou had me failing to
“Why you hurt me, why you hurt me, why you hurting me so bad. Gave you my time, played with my mind, why you wanna make me sad.” (x2) (Aaliyah, One in a Million. track14. Never Comin’ Back)
mr. perfect November 8, 2006
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Have you ever wanted to love someone so hard?You want to love them with all your might. Open up your soul, pour out your heart, let him know every secret about you that you dare tell anyone else, but…….But yet as soon as you get ready to you stop, and almost take a step back, because…..Because you don’t want to feel pain again or cry anymore You want him to be the one who wipes your tears away, be the one who wipes your tears away, be the one that walks into your heart and keeps it whole and heal all wounds.You want him to be the one that know he’s made a mistake and say sorry in so many waysMore than anything you want him to love you as hard as you love him. Every time you look into each other’s eyes, you want it to be where you say what you’re feeling without speaking. You want him to be your shield.When you’re down he brings you back up. You want him to be your everything……Everything God has created just for you. Your Mr. PerfectYou want it to be like you’re dreaming, feeling free, as if you can dance on your toes, or maybe even soar through the sky.
Knowing the love I have for this guy, I know it’s ok to love as hard as I can, as long as he promises to love me just as hard.
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